"TRUE FRIENDSHIP ISN'T BEING INSEPARABLE, IT'S BEING SEPARATED AND NOTHING CHANGES."
whoever wrote that, do you remember you ever wrote that for me?
these days ive been thinking about us, how come in few years i barely know you anymore. i knew you, i know the things you used to like, the thing you used to do, after a while, painful truth, what i know is the old you.
distance wont tear our friendship apart! i used to believe in that line. well i used to think that way .................. until reality proves that its not always right.
we used to call each other at night, even when you call me at 12, ill answer your call. we used to chat like everyday and laugh like crazy people, putting each other in 'featured friend' app in friendster or facebook. sleepover at each other's place, hanging around together, go to the mall, watch twilight and adore robpats or taylor. go to a japs resto and hang out there for 2 or 3 hours talking about unimportant things which is so funny. probably i used to be your top 3 friends and yes you used to be mine too.
what about now? what about today? whats the point of having skype or oovoo when i have you in my bbm contact and we dont even talk. not even once for a week. we never have our intimate super friendship chit chat anymore. i never ask about how are you doing etc and you never even ask me to hang out with you. ouch!
people changes, ive changed, youve changed too. its something unavoidable to change and frankly speaking, our friendship has changed too . in a bad way.
" It's not the betrayal that hurts, its not being left out that hurts. realizing that ive lost a precious friend is"
p.s : for you, whom im not going to address, im really sorry for being a lame friend. my internship has taken away my time like 14 hours a day and i only have a week off. im really sorry that i cant be a good friend who can entertain you, who can go to the malls and hang out and stuff. many things get in our way and our friendship is getting tough. but probably its what people call 'life' right? and i admit it, the one who's wrong is me. yes, its me.
p.p.s : i'm sorry i dont have the guts to say to you this face to face cos probably youre not thinking the same and i miss you so much.
p.p.p.s : i really wish our relationship is like what we used to have.
