afraid

"You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains.

You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines.


You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows.


This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too."

- William Shakespeare.
credits to Anastasia Karina Eveliani :)

the (wo)man who cant be moved.

never thought i'm in love again. still not sure whether its love or crush actually. for sure, i like him. yes people i do have heart which still can melt! LOL

I have no holes in my shoes but a gigantic hole in my world.
Some tried to give me money but I'm not broke. I'm just a broken hearted girl.
They say I'm wasting my time waiting for you to come because you'll never come back. but, they used to say the world was flat and how wrong was that now?
how can I move on when I'm in love with you?
it's just a feelin that i have.

after missing for weeks, just right when im thinking of letting you go, yes, you actually showed up! and not for just 1 time, we met for consecutive 3 times. I'll be waiting for the next surprise!

and, penny for your name, love? probably a dollar for your biodata and ... a fortune for your last name. LOL yes im crazy!

true

A heartbreak is a blessing from God. It's just His way of letting you realized He saved you from the wrong person.

HATE LETTER

Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :)

lovebirds

listen to TVXQ - How can I
download it here or listen to it here
you HAVE TO play the song while you read the texts after this.

Words, I shouldn’t have heard
My phone which I should’ve just forgotten to bring.
Words that makes me at a loss for words.
Words, that don’t care about how I feel.

How can I forget you?
Should I put an effort to try and forget you?
will we ever be able to go back to what we had?
Last words which made us both at silence

When I would tell you that I loved you
You would stop, and my heart would feel like it was exploding.
I have stopped and.
I’m simply waiting for your next words.

How can I forget you?
Should I put an effort to try and forget you?
will we ever be able to go back to what we had
Words that hurts no matter what
Words of Goodbye.

If only time could stop.
If only we could erase.
If only we could go back in time,
To the day when we first met.

How can I forget you?
Should I put an effort to try and forget you?
will we ever be able to go back to what we had
My words are frozen, tears keep flowing, words which I don’t want to believe.

How can I forget you?
Should I put an effort to try and forget you?
will we ever be able to go back to what we ha
Even when I dream, I don’t want to believe those words. Because I love you.

a sad song it is yet super touchy :') and in this song i just realized how great yunho's voice is! Always keep the faith! TVXQ hwaiting!

the way i love YOU

When you're happy, I'll love you with a joyful heart.
.
When you're sad, I'll love you with a heart made a little heavier by your tears.
.
When you're right, I'll love you with a heart that filled with pride.
.
When you're wrong, I'll love you with a heart that has learned acceptance.
.
When you succeed, I'll love you with a cheering heart.
.
When you fail, I'll love you with a heart that rewards the effort you've made.
.
When you dream, I'll love you with an encouraging heart.
.
When you give up, I'll love you with a heart that is strong enough for both of us.
.
When you are simply you, in whatever mood or phrase in your life, I'll love you with all my heart and much more than you could ever imagine.

how touchy :')

GIRL: Your new girl friend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)
BOY: Yeah, she is. (But you're still the most beautiful girl I know)
GIRL: I hear she's funny and amazing. (All the stuff I wasn't...)
BOY: She sure is. (But she's nothing compared to you)
GIRL: I bet you know everything about her by now. (Just like you used to know everything about me)
BOY: Only the stuff that count. (I can't remember what she says when I think of you)
GIRL: Well... I hope you guys last. (Cause we never did)
BOY: I hope we do too. (Whatever happened to me and you?)
GIRL: Well I have to go. (Before I start to cry)
BOY: Yeah me too. (I hope you don't cry)
GIRL: Bye. (I still love you)
BOY: Later. (I never stopped)

frankly,

I'm sorry, I didn't know love had an expiration date.
-Letters To Juliet

you.

have we ever met before?
somewhere over the rainbow perhaps?
or did you tangle in my dreams?

have we ever talked before?
your voice seems so familiar to me.
ringing in my ears all day long.
playing all night long like a sweet lullaby

whoever you are, you intrigue me to my core.

lovefool #2

LOVE = A form of amnesia when a girl forgets there are 1.2 billion other guys in the world.

lovefool

• Rejection hurts. But regretting not having taken a chance hurts even worse.
  
• My diary is not just a diary. It tells a story. A story about you, me and us. #
• I've fallen in love so many times..Always with you.
• I got too much LOVE running through my veins, going to waste
• And tears flow on our cheeks. It’s a goodbye symphony.
• No matter how long its been, I still have that familiar fluttery feeling whenever you're with me.
• We know sometimes it’s gonna rain. And when it does, will you stay with me or run for cover?
• And I’m just lying here. Holding our picture together and cry.. For I miss you so much since the day that you’re gone.
• Sometimes, we guard our hearts so fiercely that we've forgotten how to let people in.
  
• 
  
• I know I don’t love you anymore. I know you don’t move me as before. And I know I’m a terrible liar.
• You used to be the one who puts a smile on my face.
• Time passes. Memories fade. Feelings change. People leave. But hearts never forget. -@DearLove_

add aja!

so setelah semalem histeria krn acara perejectan itu (bukan nembak yah), so gue nanya2 di twitter should i add him again. (sukurin lu yg ga pny twitter ga update)

dan okeh, banyak org yang suruh gw add lagi! dan alasan yang paling gahul adalah oleh yediva :

kovaraBoi @mingmonglie mending u add :"sifat kta ga jauh beda u moron! approve me kulgai (cool-guy) akwkawkakw"

sumpah gue ngakak bacanya. haha kulgainya itu loh! hahaha dan sialan, apakah gue ikutan moron juga? lol

dan saran dr miranda yang pasti membuat gw lgsg direject again :

"mylace @mingmonglie add pk msg blg, hay ganteng, gw sdr lo loh. hahahaha"

kesamaan di antara mereka : sama2 sos3. HAHA jangan2 sos3 anaknya penggoda semua nih! lol *jk jadi add ato ngak yah???

cinta itu ..

lebih memabukkan daripada meminum sebotol wine,
membuat pipi lebih merona dibanding terbakar matahari,
membuatmu lebih puitis daripada Shakespear,
membuatmu bermimpi tentangnya padahal hari masih siang,
membuatmu tersenyum-senyum sendiri layaknya orang yang kehilangan akal
membuatmu jauh lebih gila dibanding penghuni rumah sakit jiwa.

february sure does is a month of love. haha

saya suka ... dia

saya suka.
wajah maskulinnya.
saya suka.
rupanya yang eksotis itu.
saya suka.
auranya yang dingin.
saya suka.
dengan rasa sangat cuek pada dirinya.
saya suka.
postur tubuh atletisnya.
saya suka.
melihatnya memakai jas.
saya suka.
tatapannya yang tajam itu.
saya suka.
pembawaannya yang terkesan nakal.
saya suka.
ketidakpeduliannya dengan dunia sekitarnya.
saya suka.
paras rupanya yang terkesan dewasa.
saya suka.
senyumannya yang malu-malu itu.
saya suka.
tawanya yang riang itu.
saya suka.
semua yang ada pada dirinya.
saya suka.
memandanginya secara seksama tanpa diketahuinya.
saya suka.
melihat foto-fotonya di dunia maya.
saya suka.
berharap agar bertemunya setiap malam di alam mimpi.
saya suka.
fakta bahwa saya bertemu dengannya setiap tahun.
saya suka.
keadaan dimana dia membuat saya menjadi gila.
saya suka.
dibuat kehilangan akal olehnya.
saya suka.
dimabuk cinta olehnya.
saya suka.
dia, yang masih berhubungan darah dengan saya.

i love you :) salah! i loved you

"NOBODY IS PERFECT"
camkan itu baik2 sebelum membaca lanjutannya.

kamu ganteng. kamu tinggi. kamu atletis. kamu berkarisma. kamu mempunyai sosok lelaki sejati. kamu beriman. kamu pintar. kamu tidak sombong. kamu rendah hati. kamu jujur. kamu lucu. kamu bodoh juga terkadang. kamu unik. kamu lugu. dan kamu single! wow!

kamu adalah sang matahari yang cerah di langit, yang tidak akan membakar kulit.
kamu adalah angin sejuk di sore hari, dan kamu jugalah hangatnya mentari.
kamu adalah sang bintang, yang selalu ada di sana walaupun matahari sangat terang.

kamu berhasil membuat banyak wanita jatuh hati kepadamu. kamu bisa membuat kesedihan di hati musnah begitu saja. kamu adalah sesuatu yang kata-katapun tidak akan bisa mendeskripsikan kamu.

kamu membuat saya tersenyum-senyum sendiri sepanjang malam. kamu selalu membuat pipi saya memerah. kamu muncul di mimpi saya. kamu mencuri hati saya. kamu membuat saya tergila-gila. kamu adalah orang yang sangat amat nyaris sempurna. tapi sayangnya, kamu ALAY! -> kalo kata iice caps lock, bold, underline, ganti ke ukuran 72 dan kasih warna merah darah.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa seteres banget banget banget. (oh iya, saya lupa bilang, kamu hebat sekali dalam membuat orang tercengang-cengang. menangis super hiks hiks hiks )"X ganteng2 alay yaaaahhhhh)

okay this love story is actually so last year. some people might know who this almost perfect but unfortunately a kite-boy (HAHA MAKSA!) well, ever got a crush with him, and ever felt illfeel for him. HAHA

L.O.V.E

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
two in love can make it
take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

haha LOVE? gila I'm already numb about that. too many things much more important than that until I've forgotten about it. yesterday there were like 3 new couples in FB. and what about me? 'm not interested even a bit about having a mate, a bf, a love. boohoo! Since you have your friends why would you even need love? We're still young, and love is not number one. talk about puppy love, break ups, tears, laugh etc. already sick of it ;)

#youknowyouinlove

written for all lovebirds. yang bener #youknowyoureinlove bkn si? cmn yaudah lah. mari kita lihat jawaban orang2 di seluruh dunia, apa yang membuat mereka tahu kalo mereka sedang jatuh cinta

1. #youknowyouinlove when you can see his face when you close your eyes
2. #youknowyouinlove when his imperfections are perfect to you
3. #youknowyouinlove when your friends tell you that they've noticed a change in your whole swag for the better, and he/she's the reason why
4. #youknowyouinlove if you can last more than an hour on the phone with someone special to your heart & never stopped enjoying each moment :)
5. #youknowyouinlove when u see someone talk about them bad u feel to kill that person
6. #youknowyouinlove when : muka lo meraaah pas di cengin sama dia.
7. #youknowyouinlove when you don't wanna miss out every lil thing about that someone
8. #youknowyouinlove when someone mentions her name u can't help but smile
9. #youknowyouinlove when he/she's the first one you wanna ask to watch movies
10. #youknowyouinlove when you drive by his house to make sure he's home..then you slash his tires to make sure he stays home (LOL)
11. #youknowyouinlove When you think about her so hard you forget what she looks like. Seriously.
12. #youknowyouinlove when in a crowd he/she is all you can see
13. #youknowyouinlove when you got some random feelins when u meet him/her and feel ur heart beats so fast
14. #youknowyouinlove when it's only been a few minutes since you spoke to them and you miss them already!
15. #youknowyouinlove when u tolerate his annoying friends & don't make eyes at his handsome friends & don't ever agree with his bitchy friends
16. #youknowyouinlove when you pray to God for her spiritual, physical, and emotional well being
17. #youknowyouinlove when you become a poet , and never wrote poetry before.
18. #youknowyouinlove when your friends don't even try to hook you up with anyone else anymore ever
19. #youknowyouinlove when 'matching outfits' sounds like a GOOD idea.
20. #youknowyouinlove when you suddenly start doing your nails/hair regularly
21. #youknowyouinlove wen u call in da middle of the nite juss to say I love u
22. #youknowyouinlove when I'm crying a lot 4 him but I always do forgive him,,even he's not apologizing..
23. #youknowyouinlove when you begin writing his / her name on your school books
24. #youknowyouinlove when you are blinded by the person & lose all ur friends
25. #youknowyouinlove wen no one else attracts u or caught ya eye even if they're sexy
26. #youknowyouinlove When you make excuses not to hang with your friends
27. #youknowyouinlove WHEN YOU WONDER HOW YOU FEEL
28. #youknowyouinlove ifyoucansee someone at her worst and still feel in your heart that they are the best thing since sliced bread
29. #youknowyouinlove when the best part of your day is whatever part of it you spend with him/her
30. #youknowyouinlove when the very mention ofthisperson'sname either brings a smile 2ur lips, joyful tears 2ur eyes, skipped beats in ur heart
31. #youknowyouinlove when you refuse to imagine what your life would have been like without him/her. Just can't do it.
32. #youknowyouinlove when you refuse to imagine what your life would have been like without him/her. Just can't do it.
33. #youknowyouinlove when ur checking his tweets 2 see if he's tweeting be4 he even texts or calls u
34. #youknowyouinlove when you act like u don't care. But ya care hella lot
35. #youknowyouinlove when after a fight (even if you were the one who was right) you're the first to say sorry.
36. #youknowyouinlove wen u won't talk to him, but can't stop thinking about him...
37. #youknowyouinlove when the fone rings and butterflies form in your belly &your tongue ties when you hear his voice
38. #youknowyouinlove when when you type your text over and over again before u send it to them.
39. #youknowyouinlove when God whispers in ur ear that "THIS IS IT"
40. #youknowyouinlove when you can't even describe what it is about that person that yuh love soo much

haha it's november and i'm not in love with anybody because no one popped in my head when I'm writing this. ckck.

dearly beloved

forget what you remember, remember what you forget

" Remember what you said before? I'm always with you too.
I'll come back to you. I promise!"
that was the last thing you said to me
seconds, minutes, days, weeks, years have passed
I don't know anymore long has it been
since the last time our hands touched and you went away
I've turned into a completely different figure
But my heart hasn't change, even a tiny piece of it
I've been sitting alone on the shore
waiting for you to come back here
to fulfill the promise that you made
when you walked away, you didn't hear me say, "Please, don't go"
This emptiness is killing me softly
I'm cold, I'm alone, I'm desperate, I'm helpless
I want you to be right at by my side right now
I need you to fill my life with your warmth affection
I miss your smile, i miss your voice
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
my body might be here, but my mind was completely lost
My soul has been asleep, deep down my heart
Lost in the dolorous nightmare and despair
I've been looking all over the place with an empty stare
hoping that you'll be back soon
back here,to our kingdom of hearts
And i wrote this only for you, my dearly beloved.

based on the soundtrack of
Kingdom Hearts - dearly beloved

1 girl and her 10 husbands

alkisah pada suatu hari, di sebuah tempat yang entah berantah berada di mana , hiduplah seorang gadis yang tak tahu darimana asalnya. gadis ini memang sangat mudah menyukai orang dan memang adalah seorang pecinta lelaki sejati, makanya dalam 1 tahun saja, dia mempunyai 10 orang suami. binal bukan? sangat.
kemarin saya sempat bertemu dengan si errr cewe binal ini dan saya tanya kepadanya, "lu kok bisa si punya 10 suami? semuanya masih berhubungan gitu sama lu? suami2 lu gapapa lu punya begitu banyak sampingan??" dan saja juga bertanya kepadanya, "kok bisa sih ketemu semuanya? ceritain dongg"
dan sang gadis binal ini memang sungguh royal dalam membagi2kan perjalanan hidupnya, dan dia menceritakan semuanya dengan detil. beginilah kisah hidupnya.

• suami pertama :"yah gw ktemu dia kapan yah? oh kayaknya waktu awal2 gw sekolah gitu deh, kenalannya sodara gw, baek sih orangnya, makanya gw demeeennn banget sama dia, langsung deh jadi yang pertama! haha. tapi, sekarang gw udah jarang banget kontek sama dia, soalnya dia udah pergi meninggalkan gw sendirian, dia pergi menimba ilmu ming, gw ditinggalin deh di jakarta sendirian, sedih sih, tapi apa boleh buat lahh, kan masih ada yang lainnyaa haha"
• suami kedua : "yang ini temen main gw gitu lahh ming, orangnya yang super lucu gitu deh, yah dia si ga masalah dijadiin suami kedua dia, soalnya dia sendiri ngejadiin gw istri kedua dia, yang sama2 timpal gitu lahh ming, tapi nikah sama dia gw seneng kok! dia bisa ngebagi cintanya gitu dengan sama rata dulu (APAH?!) tapi sayangnya skrg dia udah ninggalin gitu kedua istri lamanya, termasuk gueeee! dia udah ketemu istri yang baru lagi ! tapi istri yang barunya baek sih, yaudah lah gw rela, cewe binal ketemu cowo binal haha sampe sekarang ini masih salah satu suami favorit gw kok"
• suami ketiga : "yang ini si jujur aja gw agak lupa, hmm hubungan gw sama dia bentar banget siii. ga menarik orangnya dan agak licik kalo ga salah. yaudah, anggap aja ini ga pernah ada, oke ming? langsung aja ke nomor 4"
• suami keempat : "yah ming, sayangnya ini gw lebih lupa lagi ming, beneran gw lupa banget suami ke4 gw siapa. hahaha kebanyakan nih ming sampe lupa! haha"
• suami kelima : "ini suami gue yang paling bikin gw sedih nih ming, dulu gw sama dia sering banget ngedate tiap sabtu dari jem 10-jem 2 siang nonstop, tapi dia kayak suatu hari, dia bilang ke gw "besok aku harus pergi ke seatlle buat ngelanjutin sekolah aku" dan OMG gw syoookkk abis tega2nya suami gw mau pergi dan ga bilang2 tau2 besok dia udah pergi! gw sampe 3 hari 3 malem berlinang air mata ming! ugh gw sayang si sama yang ini, tapi dia jahat banget sama gw. huh, tapi dia tetep ngucapin gw kok special events, langsung sms dari ameereecaaahh (walopun emang tetep aja, shit banget sms doang bkn telpon or kirim surat ato ga post card huh) dan setau gw belakangan ini dia baru balik ming, tapi dia ga cari gw, yaudah lah gw bohuat, masih ada suami lainnya kok haha lagian juga mati 1 tumbuh seribu kok"
• suami keenam : "ini yang paling gw sayang ming, tapi sayangnya dia ga sayang gw balik, yaudah lah, tapi beneran deh gw masih sayang kok sama dia walopun sekarang dia udah punya bini baru dan mesra amaaatt sama bininyaaa haha udah ah gamau ngomongin yang ini lagi, nanti kalo air mata gw mulai bercucuran, tanggung jawab lo yang ming! yang pasti ini juga fav gw ming!"
• suami ketujuh : "errrrrr lupa juga yang mana, lebih tepatnya ini suami yang ga di anggap si, yaudah kita lanjut ke 8 aja okeh?"
• suami kedelapan : "ini suami gw yang paling baek ming,yang sampe sekarang masih setia gitu sama gueee. hahaha yang ini yah tipikal suami baik2 lah, pinter rajin dan setia, siapa sih yang ngak kepengen? sayangnya agak hiperaktif yah, tapi tetep lucu kok dan juga favorit gw :)
• suami kesembilan : "nah ini yang paling binal ming, yah gimana yah, oke sih orangnya, paling sering ngasih gw oleh2, yah baik lah, cuman sayangnya sekarang gw udah gatau dia dimana, orangnya hobi banget si tepe2 sama cewe lain, dan beneran deh, gw berani jamin dia itu sekarang udah ada istri baru walopun kalo ga salah, gw yang pertama buat dia, hahaha oke lah buat sampingan, lucu2an, yang pasti, ini juga salah satu fav gw"
• suami kesepuluh : "my one and only best husband in the world ming, ga sih, ga best, itu lebay hahaha tapi sama dia gw paling seneng ming, orangnya lucu dan bodoh, dia paling seneng gw buatin sushi gitu deh kalo malem, jadi gw masak dulu di rumah, dan dia pulang tinggal makan makanan favoritnya haha walopun orangnya cablak2an, tapi dia tetep jadi the best kok! gw sama dia juga udah tinggal bareng buat beberapa saat, dan iyah tentu saja beli rumah baru, soalnya dia sendiri juga tau kalo gw gamau tinggal sama emak mertua. haha tapi emang si sekarang sayangnya ini suami gw udah gatau kemana, kemaren2 gw tanya istri keduanya, katanya juga udah kaga tinggal sama dia, dan akhirnya waktu gw ketemu, dia bilang dia sekarang tinggal di panti apa gitu! oh suamiku tersayang makanya balik sini ke rumah kita bersamaaaa oh yeah gw baru inget ming, semenjak dia berenti dari jobnya yang dulu dan skrg jobless di rumah doang, dia kayak orang gila ming, foto2 narsis mulu, ah jadi malu punya suami kayak gitu hahhahaa"

dan ternyata kata temen gw ini, buat dia 10 itu masih KURANG! kemaren2 katanya dia udah ketemu 2 suami lagi, cuman sayangnya ga jadi dikawinin. ckck. gila2. kayaknya temen gw ini emang boleh deh tobat skrg, stop jadi cewe binal! hahaha okay sekian gw dapet cerita dari temen gw, seru? oke lah buat haha hihi. binal? abis!
*buat cowo2 yang baca cerita ini, jangan pernah mengira anda salah satunya okeh?? soalnya cerita ini hanya sebuah khayalan nan fiktif belaka. hahaha thanks for reading guys!

especially dedicated to : Mr. Winston Christopher Wongsodirdjo

nothing

saya tahu saya suka dia dan saya sayang dia, tapi jika anda bertanya apakah saya mencintai dia? saya belum bisa mengatakan iya, karena saya sendiri juga masih bingung dengan perasaan saya. tapi 1 hal yang saya tahu, di antara saya dan dia itu tidak mungkin ada apa-apa. everything is just not as it seems.