Fam(ILY)

An I Love You behind every family, eh?

Wait until money or someone else interferes and ruin yours. Yes, just wait. Or probably you might wanna pray so damn hard to your God so it wont happen.

No family is perfect. And when people said that "the imperfections make the family perfect", it is bullshit people! Yes! It IS BULLfuckinSHIT.

If you do have so much money and still have complete family members (mom,dad, sibs) who actually have really great mutual relationship, be grateful. Seriously, be godamn grateful about it.

Because id do anything to be you. I mean, most of the kids in the world would do anything to be you.

Think about it, some has complete family members yet they dont have money which ended up the kids have to see their parents abuse each other just because their upset that they dont have money to pay rent or they cant afford the kids to school, they cant buy proper meal and clothes.

Some who have money, mostly their parents have split, or some has another lover. Hooker or gig, or probably they already have second wife or husband. Or probably the paretns are waaaay to busy working that the kids are left with their maids.

Some who's much more ill-fated, dont have any! I went to a orphanage last few months, and i saw little kids, no mom or dad around, some throw them away when theyre just 1 week old, some got abandoned just as they come to this world. Yes they do have some other kids who share the same fate with them. Yet still, No family, no wealth.

My family is not physically broken, but mentally, it is. We've lost the love that stick us together and now we're just some people who are living together just because well, we have a family bond. But no, i dont see any special thing with that. Sometimes i just wanna scream out loud or find someone i could talk to about how fuckin broken my family is.

Thats why, kids who actually have money and have loving and caring parents and siblings, please, i beg you, please, be grateful for what you have because you actually have every kid's wish.

In the end, children just need more affection than most people know. No, they dont need more money, they do need limit for it. They need more affection, attention and ..... Love, perhaps?

I guess one of the best song that can describe a broken family's feeling is : "confession of a broken heart" by Lindsay Lohan.