partially insane

so there's this classmate who I think, can't really face the fact that she's not really good in English. well, as I've said in my 2 last posting, the english there actually sucks! a total landslide compared to Smak One's english class.

So, I always speak in English in the class as it IS an English class, not the Bahasa Indonesia class, and I aced my midtest (another hip hip horray!), and well currently I'm the best student in the English class. I just feel kinda insecure ya know, it's like someone doesn't like the fact that I'm pretty good with English.

for you, who envy other people for their skills, mark my words! (actually, it's Mr. Mario Teguh's word. lol)

"Stop dreaming to be better than someone else if you haven't read more books than him/her, if you haven't practice more than him/her. You won't be able to be better than someone else if you don't even have more experience than him/her. You won't be more superior than him/her if you never feel the topsy turvy of life which he/she has felt."

Well, it pays to be good at English. I mostly spend my freetime by reading books, which are ENGLISH books not Bahasa ones. well, do you read English books? When I find some what-the-hell-does-that-mean-vocabs, I always take a dictionary and find the meaning of those words. do you do that too? And I speak English at home with my mom and my siblings. do you do that too? if you don't blah! don't even think about surpassing me!

I'm not saying my English is the best, surely I know my English is not that amazing yet. There's still some people with the same age as mine, who completely are much more smarter at English than mine! for example : Astrid (all hail the queen! lol) and there's still Angelina Veni the girl with the supah-ah-mazing-SAT-score! and there's still Michelle Hendra too! I'm totally nothing compared to those girls, that's why, I read books and watch movies with English subtitles so I can speak English as fluently as them!