Well hello loves, how are you doing? And happy sunday by the way.
Im currently missing my dad, soooooooooo much! Hes currenly working overseas and he only comes home like 3-4 days each month ( and even sometimes when hes really busy, he would come after working for 2/3 months )
Well, some children feel more comfy with their mom. But me, obviously i am much much muuuuuuch more comfier and closer to my dad.
Well altough he couldnt buy me the chanel nor hermes, or take me to europe and USA, he always showers me with his love, extremely numerous amount of love.
There were years when he didnt have to work overseas and he could spend his time at home, a lot. And that time, he would support me most (like helping me with the cake stuff)
Every day my dad would send me to school and picked me up then, every single day. Even he wouldnt get angry if I was late because of the volleyball practice.
And it goes on until last year when i did my internship in grand hyatt, he sent me each and every morning to PI, picked me up evert night at 6 or sometimes 7. Didnt care about the traffic, everytime I text him id finished, he would get into the car and picked me up.
There were nights when i was so busy, i didnt even have the time to sleep, he would go down to the kitchen and asked how i was doing, and he would get me some ginseng and brew it and gave it to me. And he didnt mind if I turn on the music pretty loud ( because he understood its hard to work alone in the kitchen at 3 am.) now, whenever i put on the music a little loud, my mom would shout and told me to lower down the volume.
And there were days when we had those "father and daugther bonding time" we often went to have noodles or go for movies or sometimes we even went for foot massage. Just the two of us :')
I really miss my dad :( i cried a lot when I heard The Script's "if you could see me now"
Well even though hes not really "gone" forever, hes not here with me :( and i really need his physical, and mental support :'(
I miss talking to him about his work and stuff, things i didnt even understand or people i didnt even know. Well i just miss talking to him :( :( :(
Well, money cant really buy us happiness, eh?
Sunday, September 16, 2012
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